And why do we bring others down too?
These days
I hope the big guy up above is blessing my family with all the light in the
world, cause they sure aren´t getting it from me…
I am
turning into a tired stressed out semi-fat bridezilla, nest builder, designer of new Collections, working at the store and all one
leg. Yes my knee is f***** up! And all
this, while I am trying to eat less due to the wedding date soon coming…
Do I? Eat
less? NOPE! If any I am eating more. Stressed out, tired and feeling SOOOOOOO
sorry for myself.
Period!
Do you know
that feeling? Have you ever been here?
Okay okay, I know I will rise up again, shine brighter than ever on my
wedding day. I just need to pull myself together… again…
Maybe on
one leg, and not so skinny as I thought, and maybe I won´t end up with that all
perfect wedding on my restrained 4 kids budget… But do You know what?
It doesn´t
matter!
As long as
I have my loved ones beside me. Right?
So why this
outburst? I turned right over the minute I started writing about my
frustrations. – What do you do when there is a "fire"? Do you have same high
expectations to yourself? as I do...
Are you
also posting picture perfect posts and
pictures on FB, Instagram, Pinterest ect.
To shield yourself from the eyes of the
critics? Our own group is the worst… the
women… (sorry ladies, but we are)
I do –I am
not at all ashamed to amit it. The moment I know I am going to work, I lay a
layer of SHIELD –also known as makeup – I put on my black clothes, (somehow I´ve convinced
myself that no one will notice me when I wear black) And I am ready to face the
bombing from the outside…
(stupid) Comments
or Questions such as:
Have you
gained a little weight lately, Louise?
Your skin
looks very dry, Louise…
You look so
tired, Louise…
Why haven´t
you ….??? And all that comes along…
As if it where any of
their (you women) business……. And you are not alone – I have caught myself
putting out some (not all) of above questions. Dammit!
Well I do
love my makeup, so I won´t quite that, but I promise, I will become so much
better to send out positive comments, energy, and love. Will you join me?
Let´s start on:
www.facebook/arctinista.com
Who would
you tag and send some positivity?
I will send
out the first one!
You ladies
of Greenland, you sure look beautiful. period!
Love,
Arctinista
<3
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